10-29-05 BET

For some strange reason, my post-coma brain is totally into watching BET.

For those unhip, nerdy readers, BET stands for "Bully Eating Tacos".

Just kidding, nerds. It stands for "Black Entertainment Television".

I'm totally into this rap "artist" named Youngbloodz. He does this spectacular song called "Presidential". I've included the awesome lyrics in this post.

Presidential by Youngbloodz

Artist: YoungBloodz (Feat. Lil Jon and Sean Paul)Song: Presidential

Lyrics :

[Sean Paul] (Lil Jon)

Ya, yeah... (YEAH!)A-town is on again...A-town, A-town(YEAH!) A-town, yeahy'all kno how we do round this town...(WHAT?!)youngbloodz...lil jon...(OKAAAAY!)

choke dat fiend[dat fiend]...nawha mean[nawha mean]hat lean..clothes smell like green...[like green]and some white tees[white tees], and white briefs[white briefs]i buy bread, real G's get cheese...[get cheese]back to the streets(WHAT?!)back wit lil jon(WHAT?!)back for the A-town(YEAH!)reppin for the slums(YEAH!)put yo hood up, show a nigga where ya from and if they hate that, then get da job done...(HEY HEY HEY HEY)

what we ridin?[what we ridin?]big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)choppin hard[choppin hard]like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)what we drankin?[what we drankin?]dat patron[dat patron]keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long](YEAH!)what we smokin?[what we smokin?]dat kush(DAT KUSH!)presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)how we do it?[how we do it?]like dis(LIKE DIS!)get crunk big big big big big......

[J-bo]

16, imma give it ta ya rawtake it to ya ass, slap ya clean cross the jawnow where dey at? you want some?see, i dont think y'all really want nonesee, im back wit a whole new clipwit a badass chick, on some brand new shit now put em up...to the sky...ya get fucked, get drunk, get high shake em off, ya know what to dotake it to the flo, call out ya whole crewlike what? knuck if you bucksee we still dont give a damnand i never gave a fucksee im, big timin wrists stay blindin wit 4 or 5 freaks, and my pinky ring shinini stay grindin, and true to the streetsif you ever need to find me...then you know where we can meet....

(HEY HEY HEY HEY)what we ridin?[what we ridin?]big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)choppin hard[choppin hard]like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)what we drankin?[what we drankin?]dat patron[dat patron]keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long](YEAH!)what we smokin?[what we smokin?]dat kush(DAT KUSH!)presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)how we do it?[how we do it?]like dis(LIKE DIS!) get crunk big big big big big......

[Sean paul]i fill a big bank, and drank drankthats why i got a purpe sprite, and y'all ainti ride big rims, seein me is tallestso when ya step down, baby gurl dont fally'all niggas know the name, they call me Sean pauland i aint got no flowers to sell, breakin the lawniggas call me dope, cuz im hard and im rawcant call me dat fiend wasnt here to make ya coffinits always beside me, watch got diamondsi aint part timin, im full time grindinthe nigga wasn't shinin, live nigga blindinniggas wit da dimes in da whips that i be ridinand i dont pull em out, until the trunk beatand ya can see ya movie sittin in the back seatthey wild on the east, they live in these streetsso imma keep my piece sittin on the front seat...

what we ridin?[what we ridin?]big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)choppin hard[choppin hard]like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)what we drankin?[what we drankin?]dat patron[dat patron]keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long](YEAH!)what we smokin?[what we smokin?]dat kush(DAT KUSH!)presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)how we do it?[how we do it?]like dis(LIKE DIS!)get crunk big big big big big......

10-24-0

I just got done watching my wife and daughter take a bath.

Just watching them warms my heart.

My wife will put shampoo in her hair and let my daughter rub it in her hair. Then she'll let Veronica pour water over her head using a cup. My daughter absolutely loves it. Sometimes I'll make her happy by asking if I can smell mommy's hair. And I'll put my nose over the tub, take a deep breath, and let out a big "Mmmmmmmm!" as though it was the most fragrant thing I've ever smelled.

10-22-05

I swear to God, I did die. And now it's up to me to figure out whether I'm in heaven or hell. If it's heaven, fine. But if it's hell, I have to turn it into a heaven; not only for me but also for my daughter and wife.

10-18-05

I think I might write a series of journal entries covering the time while I was comatosed. Each entry will just what I thought might have happened.

It'll probably morph in to something sci fi.

10-04-05 Damn Sellouts

Years ago in the punk scene, it was a big thing to complain about bands that got "mainstream" attention - I.E. they had a hit song or album, or they had a video that got a lot of airtime on MTV.

I'm not sure how common that is now. But I'm starting realize that by doing that, you're denying a lot of people something that you think is awesome. So, in some respects, you're delegitimizing it.
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I'm currently writing a story involving somebody who's a big fan of death metal.

Since I don't know anything about the genre, I put the phrase "death metal" into a search engine. I, luckily, got the following site.

The website.

It filled me in on what I've been missing by listening to all of this punk/indie rock crap.

10-03-05

I think humans can learn a lot about themselves simply by watching nature. Simply by watching other animals. Preferably wild animal, not domesticated. I say that because domesticated animals have learned a lot from us.

I believe that we can learn a lot ourselves by observing, say, an ant colony. Or, if we don't learn a lot about ourselves, we learn a lot in general.

I firmly believe in evolution. And, I think I've written this before. I think that, yes, God created humans. But he did so after looking at himself.

10-02-05

Before one gets married and has kids, they should realize that thier future kid is half the person they "did it" with.

8-02-05

It's to the point where I absolutely hat blinking. It feels like I die evertime I shut my eyes. Going to bed at night is super scary for me. It's almost as though I've majorly regressed, as far as age goes.

And, believe or not, for some strange reason wooden stakes scare the shit out of me.